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🚨 URGENT STATEMENTS: Please read my responses regarding ongoing harassment on YouTube:
Statement Part 1 | • Statement Part 2

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If you or anyone you know is struggling, dealing with harassment, or feeling isolated, please reach out:

  • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988
  • The Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
  • SAMHSA’s National Helpline: Call 1-800-662-4357

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About Me ♡

doxxed and canceled but still helping people where i can

Let's Get Some Facts About the Saud Situation Straight! 🤍

First Topic: Porn Addictions

There was only 2 exposals that happened. There was not 3. These 2 exposals start with the discovery of the addiction. I was one of the only people who defended him from the start. Bad behavior needs to be corrected not bashed. All doxxing and harassment campaigns accomplish is slowing down the recovery. And no I am not saying you need to ignore it. Its a disgusting and shameful action but you need to ACTUALLY try to help fix it. All that happened the first time was he was shamed until the drama died down. Nobody actually helped with his recovery process. Therefore eventually he relapsed. Instead of anyone either acknowledging their ignorance and failing to actually support him, OR just cutting contact if they weren't comfortable there was more doxxing and harassment.

Second Topic: Harassment and Setbacks It Causes

Exposing someone is one thing. Deliberately harassing someone is a much different thing. Harassment does not help people recover. It just pushes them into isolation. I am not saying everyone should be friends with him. I am saying that harassing him just isn't going to help. His brain is nowhere near done developing. Stop saying he is a lost cause because YOU can't see him having a future. Either don't keep contact with him and move on or give him advice.

End Notes!

Saud is very troubled and requires professional help. What he does not need is a witchhunt.

🆘 Helplines & Support

If you or anyone you know is relating to any of this isolation, here are some resources:

  • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988
  • The Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
  • SAMHSA’s National Helpline: Call 1-800-662-4357

Extra Key Points!

  • Online harassment triggers relapse and isolates individuals: Research from SAMHSA and the Journal of Adolescent Health shows that severe cyberbullying and public shaming lead to intense social isolation, severe anxiety, and self hatred. Studies show that people facing constant online harassment frequently turn to addictive behaviors or relapse as a way to cope with the distress.
  • Brain development and decision making capabilities: According to the National Institute of Mental Health, the prefrontal cortex (the area responsible for impulse control, planning, and emotional regulation) is not fully developed until someone is in their mid to late twenties. Young people make severe errors in judgment because their brain is still developing.
  • Doxxing and mass shaming block actual behavioral change: Studies on restorative justice show that public witch hunts and doxxing trigger extreme defensiveness and social withdrawal instead of actual personal accountability. Real change requires structured professional help, boundaries, and therapeutic support rather than mob harassment.

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‼️ Statement

im not a fucking groomer, i take care of people and i believe in people. just because i dont treat people like shit like you assholes do, does NOT make me a groomer. i do not take advantage of people. i try so fucking hard to understand why you would rather try and ruin my life rather then i dont know, LEAVING THE PEOPLE YOU DONT LIKE ALONE? you have done some good work in the past. some of these people truly deserved to be pushed off the internet. but you are just becoming sicker and sicker as the days go on. get a fucking hobby. stop ruining peoples lives because YOUR life is that boring. remember why i overdosed last year? because you peices of shit made me believe i was like my groomer. and you KNOW i dont wanna be like that man. you are sick in the head. i am not a groomer. you are manipulative peices of shit. ill remove the saud code just because you incompetent peices of crap decided that im a groomer.

heres a fucking definition btw.

A groomer is an individual who deliberately builds an intimate, trusting relationship with a vulnerable person—typically a minor or someone significantly younger—to exploit and abuse them. They systematically manipulate their target through calculated gift-giving, excessive praise, and gradual boundary-pushing, while intentionally isolating them from family, friends, and support systems to create dependency and avoid detection.

🧽 Sponge Squeezing

Sponge squeezing is easily one of my favorite satisfying sensory activities!

When it comes to soap mixes and suds, my absolute favorite products are the pine and lemon scented ones. The combination of fresh citrus and clean pine scents makes it so much fun.

Want to talk recipes, scents, or squeezes? Come hang out in my Sponge Squeezing Discord Server or check out my videos on TikTok (@sssqueezes)!

🧱 Gym Chalk

Here is a little update on my gym chalk crushing:

I've mostly stopped crushing for now, but I might return to it soon! Stay tuned for updates.

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